bleh. and a few smiles here and there.
I am incredibly overworked this week. Just looking at the line-up of things that I have to get done before I go home kind of scares the shit out of me. I always feel guilty leaving for vacation because I hate the possibility of something going wrong at work, and I’m not there to control and/or fix the problem. I need to learn to let go.
Too many times in my life I have worked myself into the ground for no reason at all. I fail to realize that the people I surround myself with in the workplace are very capable individuals, and that is why they are there. It’s not that I don’t trust them to do their jobs, it’s just that I only have 100% confidence in myself and no one else. (which is not good) I just take all of the worlds problems, throw them in my briefcase, and get to work. Alone. It sucks. I need to learn that it is okay to ask for help.
On the bright side there is a girl, and she makes me smile. A lot.
The end.
